Yesterday was like so happy lah, finally got chance to talk to her liao. 1st time we've talked for so long. Usually when i talk to her she will answer those qns i asked and then nothing more to say liao if i stop shooting out qns.
Have been stopped talking since i duno what to talk abt and also, i felt that i'm a nuisance to her. So, to stop being a nuisance and annoy her, i stopped talking to her. But well, finally i got a chance. Ystd saw her put in msn says she's having headache, so i asked her to take gd care. Usually she'll just say a "thanks" and stop talking to me le. Never did i expect her to start talking to me. This was the 1st time she started asking me qns on her own and also tell me more about herself. So happy~ Although deep within me i got a feeling that cuz she's stress and need someone to talk to. But i didn't mind listening to her sighing and her grumbling abt tests, projects, etc... I secretly wished it can continue on and on and on.... Hopefully she's feeling better now, and least stress.
However, just as i thought we're closer after ystd talk, it doesn't appeared the way i thought it should be. Today, as usual, we're back to our "stranger" self. Quiet...just like last time. The bright flame of happiness ystd, suddenly became blunt and dull. But whatever the circumstance, i will preserve this last bit of flame left. Haha...hope you can do well in your final yr, and find a gd guy outside...